Hi and Assalamualaikum gais!
Alhamdulillah, masih bernyawa for this year's Ramadhan. I'm so excited! Not just for Ramadhan, fasting and stuffs. But also nak tgk my progress in changing,
It's quite hard to change, really. I need to make myself love myself more, Stop hurting myself (physically and mentally), and NEED TO WERK THAT BODEYHH hihihih.
Kelakar tau myself ni. Sometimes, I was so jealous of IF and the girl, and sometimes I'm totally happy for him tau. I sendiri tak paham with myself. But basically, I don't simpan the rasa dendam ke, rasa betrayed or that negatives feelings. I tak nak ruin my semangat to berubah because of those negative feelings/aura. DON'T GET ME WRONG THO, I still and will always keep rasa bersalah, I do. But instead of doing nothing and rasa bersalah, better if I be happy for him and let him spread his wings wider kan? Because sometimes, you need to let them go in order for them to be happy. You tak perlu be together just because you love him/her. Kan...? because being together doesn't mean you or your partner will have more happy days than sad days. Plus, I always rasa like I'm the rock that keep pulling him down.
Yada Yada. I hurt myself after some burpees. Now, I wanna watch some kdramas while waitng to break fast! See ya soon 😗
ps: I didn't go to the interview for the new job. I rasa mcm the job was a scam yaa knoww.
ps: I didn't go to the interview for the new job. I rasa mcm the job was a scam yaa knoww.
💕,
아이샤