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Hi and Assalamualaikum.

Dah almost raya dah. rasa kejap sangat puasa ni. I still tak beli baju raya plus, what kuih raya to bake pun tak decide. tahun ni mcm takde mood. Also, I need to prepare FYP proposal form before this raya. So mcm kelam kabut sikit  😅.

So basically lah kan. Among my families and closed friends, dorang semua tau I mmg suka makeup even I cant do it well..... But I know some basics lah. So ingatlah kan, why not I write the basics kat sini kan? At least they can refer to the post and can understand it even better. Well, sebab I tend to explain HORRIBLY bila someone directly tanya 😆😂

I'll also attach some videos or photos lah so that org boleh faham. Mana lah tau, I boleh buat Youtube videos ke HAHAHAH BERANGANNYA!

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For now, I okay but not okay kot. I met him on last Friday. Sebab IF ada JPJ Test this rabu and dia nak practice to bawak kereta manual and my dad's car is a manual car. It was okay at first. We both layan each other like friends.kira friendly lah. I asked him bout his-brand-new-gf, mcm takde pape je. Yes, at the moment mmg tak rasa pape. He even told me that his-brand-new-gf nak jumpa I 😱 I cam.... "Does she knows yg kita still contact?" and he said no. so I cam curious tau. WAE?? But I said that I okay je to meet her because I thought i could control my feelings lah. But later on that day, we tend to be more than friendly. He asked me if I miss him. Who the heck tak rindu her 4years (++) boyfriend yg 24/7 berkepit? hahahahah and he told me that he misses me. But tak boleh nak buat apa pun. He has new girlfriend, if we continue, what will happen to her? Yes I still rasa bersalah towards him but bila other girl(s) involve, it's better for me to back off. I'm tired of that kind of drama. My past relationship ended pun sebab perempuan lain. I've learnt my lesson, so better if I move forward and stays as his friend even though I still madly in love with him.....

I guess that's how I'll end this post. Oh before that, I wanna make a promise. I promise that I won't cry over man again. Fullstop 💞

💕,

아이샤